Monday, December 18, 2006

My Thoughts

I'll post a song that I think pretty much describes what is going through my head at this time.

Endless Sacrifice

Cold
Lying in my bed
Staring into darkness

Lost
I hear footsteps overhead
And my thoughts return
Again

Like a child who's run away
And won't be coming back
Time keeps passing by
As night turns into day

I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make we whole

Try to stay alive
Until I hear your voice
I'm gonna lose my mind
Someone tell me why
I chose this life
This superficial lie
Constant compromise
Endless sacrifice

Pain
It saddens me to know
The helplessness you feel
Your light
Shines on my soul
While a thousand candles
Burn

Outside this barren room
The rain is pouring down
The emptiness inside
Is growing deeper still

You're so far away
And so alone
You long for love's embrace
To keep you sane
To make you whole

Try to stay alive
Until I hear your voice
I'm gonna lose my mind

Someone tell me why
I chose this life
This superficial lie
Constant compromise
Endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

Over the distance
We try to make sense
Of surviving together
While living apart

Striving for balance
We rise to the challenge
Of staying connected
In spite of circumstance

All you've forsaken
And all that you've done
So that I could live out
This undying dream

Won't be forgotten
Or taken for granted
I'll always remember
Your endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice


Yeah I know the song is rather depressing...*sigh* but you know...we just have these type of moments where songs like these perfectly represent what your going through.

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8 Comments:

At 5:18 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

awwwww! wuz WRONG!?!?!?!?!!! =*(***** like an old friend of mine used to say, "don't get sad, get glad!!"

do you need to me to be to hyper at you or what? lol! ;D

 
At 5:26 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

When I wander through the desert
And I'm longing for my home
All my dreams have gone astray
When I'm stranded in the valley
And I'm tired and all alone
It seems like I've lost my way

I go runnign to Your moutain
Where your mercy sets me free

(chorus)
You are my strong tower
Shelter over me
Beautiful and mighty
Everlasting King
You are my strong tower
Fortress when I'm weak
Your name is true and holy
And Your face is all I seek

In the middle of my darkness
In the nidst of all my fear
You're my refuge and my hope
When the storm of life is raging
And the thunder's all I hear
You speak softly to my soul

guess who. ;D

 
At 5:32 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

When I wander through the desert
And I'm longing for my home
All my dreams have gone astray
When I'm stranded in the valley
And I'm tired and all alone
It seems like I've lost my way

I go runnign to Your moutain
Where your mercy sets me free

(chorus)
You are my strong tower
Shelter over me
Beautiful and mighty
Everlasting King
You are my strong tower
Fortress when I'm weak
Your name is true and holy
And Your face is all I seek

In the middle of my darkness
In the nidst of all my fear
You're my refuge and my hope
When the storm of life is raging
And the thunder's all I hear
You speak softly to my soul

guess who. ;D hen the storm of life is raging
And the thunder's all I hear
You speak softly to my soul

guess who. ;D

 
At 2:07 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah whats rong but that is a cool song! I like it lol well I am going through alot right now too so you know. And Beth just email him to many post lol jk

 
At 8:55 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

i know, it was an acodent. lol. and i HATE that song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's SOOOOOOO depressing!!!!! ARF!!!!!!!! yah, ok, you already know how i feel about it Jonathan. lol.

 
At 10:29 PM, Blogger Jonathan said...

well y'all have to download the song and listen to it....is truly a masterpiece of a song..even though the lyrics might be depressing at times.

 
At 8:17 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

you already know that i can't download it. it would take an hour and a half!!! no way man. sry.

 
At 1:45 PM, Blogger Stephanie said...

Wow.....very interesting. lol it sounds like a pretty song, if a little depressing...;)

i don't know what you're going thru, but i'm sorry you're feeling this way. you're in my prayers; may the Lord be your refuge and your strength!

Stephi

 

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